gothikmaus: (CSI - Nick/Greg)
two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #3

In your own space, talk about a fannish opinion you hold that has changed over time.


I didn't know what to write at first, then I remembered how I got into the CSI fandom a few years ago. I was going through a very stressful period at work and started watching CSI reruns as a way to relax. (Yeah, I found a TV show about people getting murdered relaxing. It was a stressful period.)

Anyway, at first I just enjoyed watching the show and wasn't interested in the fandom side of it. Then I started thinking Hodges and Wendy were cute together and looked for fics on AO3, but only found a handful. I read a couple of Grissom/Sara fics, but that wasn't really my thing. Then I saw there were A LOT of Nick/Greg fics. And I clearly remember thinking "What? No, they're just friends!" (Oh, sweet summer child...)

But after a while I got desperate for content and decided to give it a try. I mean, I usually love slash, so why not? And all of a sudden, everything just made perfect sense. I kept reading fic after fic, I just couldn't get enough. (Carolinecrane's account on AO3 in particular was a goldmine.)

Still, I was convinced I wouldn't create anything in the CSI fandom, I would simply limit myself to reading fics, and that would be it. Well, 41 fics, a few WIPs and some fanart pieces later, I can say without fear of contradiction I definitely changed my mind about the Nick/Greg ship and my involvement in the fandom.
gothikmaus: (Crawly - by hjbender)
One of my goals for 2025 is to draw at least one thing every month and I'm already off to a good start! I need to thank martina_a_duck and gladia.delmarre for coming up with this challenge: I don't know if I'll use any of the other prompts, but as soon as I read the first one, I knew what I wanted to draw.

Enchanter )
gothikmaus: (Simon Gallup is my hero)
two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #2
In your own space, talk about your fannish origin story.


I think I've already written about this, but it's always nice to take a stroll down memory lane.

I stumbled upon fandom (more specifically fanfiction) in my first year of university. I was browsing through random fansites about The Cure, when I found a site that hosted "slash". I had never heard about it before and wanted to know more, so I clicked on the link... And my life has never been the same. I'm not even exaggerating: I found dozens of websites about fanfiction, joined mailing lists, met people from all over the world who shared the same passion for writing. After a while, I started writing too. Of course my first fics were awful (and not just because English isn't my native language), but I improved over time. I also started drawing again and realised I still loved it, even if I wasn't as talented as I would've liked.

I've been in many fandoms since then, and there were years when I wasn't active at all, I was merely reading fics or looking at fanart, but I really couldn't imagine how my life would have been had I decided not to click on that fateful link.
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two log cabins with snow on the roofs in a wintery forest the text snowflake challenge january 1 - 31 in white cursive text

Challenge #1
Update your fandom information


It's time for the Snowflake Challenge! My DW and LJ profiles weren't too outdated, but I changed a few things and fixed a broken link. I'm glad this challenge gives me a reason to check my info, I always tend to neglect doing it during the year.

I'm looking forward to the rest of the month!
gothikmaus: (Daria skull)
KULTURZEIT 2025 )
gothikmaus: (Default)
Like every December, it's time for the usual end of year memes, both fannish and not.

End of year memes 2024 )
gothikmaus: (CSI - Nick/Greg)
It's December! And the Nick/Greg Advent Calendar is back! Well, sort of. I didn't have the time and energy to write 24 drabbles/ficlets this year, but I really didn't want to break the tradition, so I just wrote 4, one for each Advent Sunday. It's better than nothing, right?

Nick/Greg Advent Ficlets 2024 on AO3
gothikmaus: (CSI - Nick/Greg)
It's already been a month since my last entry. My colleague is still on sick leave and just prolonged for another month. October is usually a quiet month for us, but this year we have 6 visits going on (luckily another colleague is helping, otherwise I'd be going crazy). Something might change in the not so distant future, but until I see it, I'm not going to believe it.

Other than that, I started thinking of this year's Advent Calendar. I don't think I'm gonna do a whole calendar like I did for the last few years, just the thought of writing 24 drabbles/ficlets makes me tired. But I'd still like to do something and I've actually already written a ficlet, so I'm thinking of just writing four, one for each Advent Sunday. I want it to be something fun, something I look forward to, not an additional source of stress. If I have the time and energy to write more, or draw something Christmas-related, all the better, but my goal right now is just those four.
gothikmaus: (Die beste Band der Welt)
I've been so busy since I came back from my little Tuscan holiday in July that not only I didn't write anything about it, but I also didn't write my usual post-concert recap when I got back from Berlin at the end of August. But my colleague has been home on prolonged sick leave for more than two months now (she was actually already gone when I got back to the office on July 22), and I've been doing the work of 2 and a half people since then, with various official visits to take care of and the end of fiscal year looming upon us. I'm surprised at how well I've been holding up so far, but now I'm really starting to feel it.

Anyway, talking about post-concert recaps, I'll write down what I still remember (thankfully I took notes on my mobile of the things I absolutely didn't want to forget.

Concert recap under the cut )
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
I should probably write a recap of my trip to Tuscany, but for the moment have a quick Jigen sketch I did while I was in Lucca.

There was a pub near my B&B where each table had some pens, you could draw something on the paper table mat and the owners would then hang them on the walls (there were drawings everywhere), so I decided to doodle something too. Someone had already drawn Lupin, so I had to draw Jigen. I mean, you can't separate those two...

Jigen sketch )
gothikmaus: (Japan)
I've wanted to draw this particular screenshot for a while, but always talked myself out of it. Well, not any more. I also finally started experimenting with digital watercolours. I still have A LOT to learn, but I had fun colouring this.

Rose of Versailles redraw )
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
I've wanted to draw silver fox Jigen and Queen Malta ever since I read this post by thelavendercatalogue on Tumblr some time ago, and I finally found some time to do it.

JigMalta fanart under the cut )
gothikmaus: (CSI - Nick/Greg)
I've finally gone back to working on a Nick/Greg fic I started a long time ago but never finished. It still needs work, but I like what I have so far. I want it to be a slow burn kinda fic, which is ridiculous, given my tendency to write almost exclusively ficlets and short stories, but I'm going to try anyway. As I was writing, I remembered there was another ficlet I started in response to a hurt/comfort prompt some time ago that I still need to finish. I think the fic has taken a slightly different direction from the original prompt, I might have to change a thing or two.

It feels good being back to writing Nick/Greg, it's become such a comfort pairing for me.

I also found some amazing Lupin/Jigen fanart on Twitter (or X, or whatever it's called these days, I never use it any more). The account hasn't been updated in a while, but there are a lot of great pics. A lot of them are NSFW, with some humour and angst thrown into the mix, so be careful when you click the link:

https://x.com/thegreatestmass
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
I started writing this fic a while back, I think I got the idea shortly after watching "Jigen's Gravestone", but then work got crazy and I was always too tired to finish it. Work is still crazy, but I finally found the time (and energy) to finish it. So here it is, my first smutty Lupin/Jigen fic. It feels kinda weird writing smut about this pairing after being in the fandom for such a long time (I literally grew up with these characters), but what can I say, I've been a little obsessed lately...



Title: Not friends
Fandom: Lupin III
Pairing: Lupin/Jigen
Rating: NC-17/Explicit
Summary: Lupin and Jigen take a little holiday after the events of "Jigen's Gravestone".

...

"Let's take a holiday," Lupin suggested as he threw the cigarette butt away and slid back behind the wheel of the dilapidated car. The sun had dipped below the horizon, and East Doroa was just a dark silhouette against the purple sky, dozens of tiny lights glittering in the twilight. "Somewhere warm and quiet, far away from secret dossiers and international intrigues. We both need a break after the week we've had."

What he didn't say out loud was that he wanted them to stick together so he could keep an eye on Jigen and his wound, but the gunman read right through him. He told the thief in no uncertain terms he was perfectly capable of taking care of himself and didn't need a babysitter, but Lupin wouldn't budge. Jigen knew trying to argue with him was a lost cause, so he just sighed and reluctantly agreed to go along.

Two days later, they were on a ferry boat headed towards a small Mediterranean island whose name Jigen had never heard before.

Read the rest on AO3
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
I've wanted to draw a Jigen version of the hairstyle meme for a while but never had the time, then last Sunday I finally sat down and did it. It's just a bunch of pencil drawings, but I'm quite happy with how they turned out. And, to be perfectly honest, I was simply looking for an excuse to draw a lot of different Jigens.

Image behind a cut because it's big )
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
I've been working on a smutty Lupin/Jigen fanfic inspired by "Jigen's Gravestone" for a while. It's almost done, but then the other day I got an idea for a ficlet inspired by "Lupin Zero" and I just had to write it. Because I still haven't recovered from that scene, and I don't know if I ever will.



Title: The greatest constant
Fandom: Lupin III
Pairing: Lupin/Jigen (or Lupin & Jigen)
Rating: G
Summary: School uniforms make Lupin feel nostalgic.
A/N: Spoilers for "Lupin Zero". Lupin and Jigen's relationship here can be read as romantic or platonic, I left it intentionally vague.

...

"Shouldn't we leave the country? Or move to another city at least?" Jigen asks as he lights up the umpteenth cigarette of the day. "It's not wise staying so long after all the ruckus you caused for that old piece of wood."

"First of all, that was an original woodblock from the Edo period, used to print one of Hokusai's Thirty-six Views of Mount Fuji, and it's worth millions of yen," Lupin replies, sounding mildly offended.

"Whatever," Jigen grunts. "Then why did you gift it to Goemon if it's so precious?"

Read the rest on AO3
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
Work is killing me and I don't know when I'll have the time and mental energy to clean this up, so have the usual pencil sketch for now. I want to experiment with dynamic poses, as my drawings are always very stiff, and Goemon is the perfect subject for that. I'm especially pleased with how his hands turned out, which is something I always struggle with. (Yes, I used my own hands as reference, that's not cheating, right?)

Goemon Ishikawa XIII under the cut )
gothikmaus: (Cupcake)
This weekend has definitely improved my mood. The Madame Sadowsky concert on Friday was excellent as usual, and they even dedicated "Black Celebration" to me! :3 I was secretly hoping they would, and was so happy when they did. ♥

And Depeche Mode on Saturday were unbelievable. Dave is still the same spectacular performer, he never stood still for more than a handful of seconds. We almost lost him in the '90s because of his drug addiction, but after that, he aged like the proverbial fine wine. When he walked on stage, with his hair slicked back and his sparkly suit, I thought: "He's so hot, he looks like Count Dracula." XD

I mean:

Am I wrong? )

Of course he soon got rid of his jacket and, later, of his shirt. He only kept his waistcoat on, and I was reminded of a description I found online years ago: overpriced stripper. XD Whoever came up with it was absolutely right, and anyone who has seen him perform can confirm.

The next weeks are going to be extremely busy at work, just like the last two were, but for the moment I'm happy. And I already have another concert on my radar: as I was going to my parents' place this morning, I saw a poster for a gig of "The Jesus and Mary Chain" in April, and thought why not? It's after the first big event we are organising, so it will be a nice way to wind down from the stress. Like I always say, concerts are my natural habitat.
gothikmaus: (CSI - Nick/Greg)
I had this Nick/Greg ficlet which was almost finished, and I thought it would be nice to post it on George Eads' birthday, which I thought was the 3rd of March. Well, surprise! His birthday is today! Luckily I found a post about it yesterday, so I rushed to edit the last bits and I could post it today. Phew!



Title: The way you smile
Fandom: CSI: Crime Scene Investigation
Pairing: Nick/Greg
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Greg just can't focus when Nick's smiling at him like that.
A/N: Inspired by the following prompt by creativepromptsforwriting on Tumblr:

"I have wanted to kiss you every time I've seen you smile."
"Then why haven't you yet?"


The smile I'm referring to is this one. Thanks to [profile] panchostokes for the gif.

And of course I'm posting this today in honour of George Eads' birthday.

...

Greg was going crazy. Every time his eyes landed on Nick, the Texan would be smiling. Not his usual half smile, the one that barely curved his lips. Not even his trademark grin, the one that accentuated every single line on his face. Greg could handle those smiles, he had years of experience ignoring the butterflies flapping around in his stomach whenever he saw them on Nick's face.

No, that night his co-worker slash secret crush had dug out the heavy artillery and seemed hell-bent on scraping away every last bit of Greg's self-control by sporting a new kind of smile, one Greg had never seen before: it lit up Nick's whole face, turned his features soft, almost boyish, and made his eyes sparkle. And to make things worse, it seemed to be directed specifically at Greg.

It was driving him insane.

Read the rest on AO3
gothikmaus: (Jigen)
The AU nobody asked for: genderbent Lupin III gang!

I got this idea the other day and it wouldn't leave me alone, I just had to draw it. I might tweak the design a little, but I'm really pleased with how Lupin turned out.

Fanart under the cut )

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