Whatever

[gothikmaus]

I got an email from the music promotion agency: they chose someone else. I'm not surprised, really, the guy wrote he interviewed 22 people, it was obvious they wouldn't choose me. It would have been a wonderful birthday present if they had, but I wasn't counting on it.

I'll cheer myself up looking at Bela pics. I found bigger versions of pics I already had on this site:

http://www.cinema.de/kino/stars/star/bela-b-dirk-felsenheimer-bela-b,1606438,ApplicationStar.html?tab=Bilder

I especially like these ones:







Haha, they showed "Für immer und ewig" on TV last week and now even my mother, who is a big Cobra 11 fan, knows Bela. She already knew Farin, aka "stem hair", now I just need to introduce Rod. XD

And this one, of course:




I need to write Richy/Igor smut. Yes.

Comments

[angrylogic.livejournal.com]

I'm into that Celtic pimp-cane *_*

22 people is a high amount of people to interview, but at least you know that you weren't chosen and you've not been left hanging on.

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

The man who interviewed me told he had already talked to 15 people and had other interviews planned, so I knew I had almost no chance.

Maybe fate is trying to tell me to just give up and do something else... But what? WHAT? D:

[angrylogic.livejournal.com]

Be a groupie! :D

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

HAHA, I'm not pretty enough to be a groupie. :P

[angrylogic.livejournal.com]

Hey, it worked for Heather Mills :P Not that I'm saying you only have one leg but we can soon sort that out... *puts the choke on a chainsaw*

[polarforscherin.livejournal.com]

Oh, F...!

Maybe, it's like Bela said: You don't have to have any skills to work in music business. Was lernen wir daraus: You're to good for them. They don't deserve you!

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

They don't deserve me? Then how will I ever be able to find a job? *pouts*

[polarforscherin.livejournal.com]

Create your own job and show the world the next self-made millionaire.

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

I don't want to become a millionaire. I just want to get the hell out of here.

Speaking of which, it's time to go to the photography course. Bye!

[polarforscherin.livejournal.com]

That's a good start! See you soon. :)

[polarforscherin.livejournal.com]

We should rethink that agency for will-less super fans.

[schonste.livejournal.com]

oh my god

why am I writing a rod/farin fic? FFffffffffffffffffffffffffff bela *_* *touches*

[angrylogic.livejournal.com]

Then if the time is right for a b/f fic, put the r/f one on the back burner and deliver us unto smut :P

[schonste.livejournal.com]

that may just happen gaodddd *faps*

[dr-shinigami.livejournal.com]

*jawdrop*
*dies in dreadful swoon*
Oh dear.
Thank you for posting this.)))

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Hehe, we should spread the Bela love. :)

[whatthefuckbenj.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you didn't get the job it's probably true that you need to be an arrogant shit with no talent to get such jobs..

Lovely pix! Thanks for supporting my cane fetish XD Oh and someone needs to put Farin or Rod in that second pic =D

btw: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :)

[dienacht.livejournal.com]

Igor!Bela is still one of my most favourite Bela of all *dreamy smile*

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Definitely!