Job whining + fanfiction musing

Only a month left, then I'll quit this job. Officially I'll have to work here till the 9th February, but the project has to be finished by the end of January, so maybe I can go back to Milan then. This is probably the worst project I've ever worked on, not just because I'm staying in a hotel in the middle of nowhere all by myself, I've got used to that by now; it's more because I'm supposed to do things I've never done and have no idea how to do them, I spend hours looking for ways to solve problems and barely get anything done, it's really frustrating. And I have to stay at the office well after 7PM, even if I'm supposed to work till 6PM, without being paid for the extra time. *sigh*

I've come to the point where I wish I was ill so I could go home. Or they could just send me away because I'm incompetent, I wouldn't mind one bit. Which is stupid and childish, I know there are people who don't have a job or have one that is much worse than mine, but I really can't take it anymore. I'm going to quit even if I'm not accepted at the masters, I need to change. We'll see how things go at the interview next Friday. *fingers crossed*

One of the few things that have kept me sane since I came back from Germany was fanfiction. People have been posting quite a lot at deine_schuld lately and I'm just so glad about it, reading fanfiction has always been a great way to forget real life problems, at least for a little while. I wrote a drabble and added some paragraphs to a couple of old unfinished fanfics as well, but I'm just not in the mood for posting anything. I got an idea for a drawing too, but I don't have pencils or decent pens and paper, I'll see if I'm still inspired when I go home for the weekend.

And a meme. Entertain me, please.

( Nicked from Itty )