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gothikmausRejections don't hurt any more. I've become emotionally numb again. Not as numb as I used to be, but I'm building a new set of walls all around me. It's easier this way. If something bad happens, I only suffer a little bit, then move on. I treasure the anger. I accept the pain. Trying to fight is useless, it will only come back and hurt more. I probably deserve what I get, so I just face it and get it over with.
But enough with that. Today I finished reading Angel Sanctuary. And it gave me a terrible headache. I like it, but it's just so complex, I can never read it in one sitting. I managed to study too, go me. And I filled in a little survey, stolen from![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
snaples.
Spell your first name backwards: ardnassela
What is the story behind your user name or nickname: Ligeia [nickname] comes from a story by Edgar Allan Poe, who is one of my favourite writers; gothikmaus [username] comes from a notebook which had a "gothic mouse" on the cover: I took the name and spelled it in pseudo-German
Your perfect pizza: the one my mother makes, just tomato, mozzarella and oregano -yummm-
One thing you'd like to achieve: revenge on those who thought I wasn't worth anything
Your most overused phraze in gen'l: no, no, no
Your most overused phraze in AIM or ICQ: Don't have either, but I use a lot of onomatopes *sigh*
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?
The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex: face, height [he must be taller than me, dammit!] Demi also pointed out that all the boys I like have a prominent nose, but I never notice it, must be an unconscious thing...
Your best physical feature: height, I enjoy being able to look down on people
Any scars?: a little one on my forehead, but it's barely visible. And it's not thunderbolt-shaped XD
Any broken bones: No
Most recent book read: I'm currently reading 'The African Queen' by Cecil S. Forester.
Most recent DVD watched: Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
Last movie you saw in the theatre: La leggenda di Al, John e Jack
-- You Prefer. . .
coffee/tea: coffee. I like tea, but I'm addicted to coffee
Pepsi/coke: neither. Well, perhaps light coke, but I haven't drunk any for years
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
night/day: twilight
summer/winter: summer, if it's not too hot; winter, if it's not too cold
spring/fall: spring
country/jazz: err... jazz. Sometimes.
rock/classical: both
new age/hip hop: both
-- Do you. . . ?
Smoke: not usually. Sometimes I'm tempted, though
Cuss: too much
Sing well: there are a few songs I can sing without killing anyone. My voice is strange
Take a shower everyday: every other day. Every day [or twice a day] in summer
Want to go (back, if applicable) to college: I'm currently attending my last year of university and I can't wait to finish. So, the answer is probably 'NO'.
Like school?: sort of. I have a lot of spare time, that's one thing I like about being a student
Get motion sickness: a lot
Play an instrument: I used to play piano. I mess with my keyboards every now and then
-- Have you ever. . .?
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: err... sort of
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: *grins* my record is 24 hours of utter intoxication. In Amsterdam.
Gotten beaten up: No, I was the one who used to beat her classmates
Played a mean practical joke: is feigning to be a drug addict and scaring a girl out of her mind a mean practical joke? ^_^'
Gone to an adult or sex store? no
Gone to an adult movie? no
drawn something naughty: *a-hem*
read porn at work: I read slash in the university pc-lab, does it count?
written a letter to the editor: no
written a naughty story to an adult magazine: not to an adult magazine.
written a survey: no, I just fill them in.
Also, for those on my friends page, I'm sorry for not commenting or answering, but I've been busy [and lazy] lately and haven't checked the latest entries. I'll try to catch up.
And here are a couple of links to 2 pretty JigenxGoemon pics I found yesterday. ^_^
http://umiyukaba.hp.infoseek.co.jp/jigegoe2.htm
http://umiyukaba.hp.infoseek.co.jp/jigegoe3.htm
But enough with that. Today I finished reading Angel Sanctuary. And it gave me a terrible headache. I like it, but it's just so complex, I can never read it in one sitting. I managed to study too, go me. And I filled in a little survey, stolen from
snaples.Spell your first name backwards: ardnassela
What is the story behind your user name or nickname: Ligeia [nickname] comes from a story by Edgar Allan Poe, who is one of my favourite writers; gothikmaus [username] comes from a notebook which had a "gothic mouse" on the cover: I took the name and spelled it in pseudo-German
Your perfect pizza: the one my mother makes, just tomato, mozzarella and oregano -yummm-
One thing you'd like to achieve: revenge on those who thought I wasn't worth anything
Your most overused phraze in gen'l: no, no, no
Your most overused phraze in AIM or ICQ: Don't have either, but I use a lot of onomatopes *sigh*
Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?
The first feature you notice in the opposite(or same) sex: face, height [he must be taller than me, dammit!] Demi also pointed out that all the boys I like have a prominent nose, but I never notice it, must be an unconscious thing...
Your best physical feature: height, I enjoy being able to look down on people
Any scars?: a little one on my forehead, but it's barely visible. And it's not thunderbolt-shaped XD
Any broken bones: No
Most recent book read: I'm currently reading 'The African Queen' by Cecil S. Forester.
Most recent DVD watched: Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
Last movie you saw in the theatre: La leggenda di Al, John e Jack
-- You Prefer. . .
coffee/tea: coffee. I like tea, but I'm addicted to coffee
Pepsi/coke: neither. Well, perhaps light coke, but I haven't drunk any for years
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
night/day: twilight
summer/winter: summer, if it's not too hot; winter, if it's not too cold
spring/fall: spring
country/jazz: err... jazz. Sometimes.
rock/classical: both
new age/hip hop: both
-- Do you. . . ?
Smoke: not usually. Sometimes I'm tempted, though
Cuss: too much
Sing well: there are a few songs I can sing without killing anyone. My voice is strange
Take a shower everyday: every other day. Every day [or twice a day] in summer
Want to go (back, if applicable) to college: I'm currently attending my last year of university and I can't wait to finish. So, the answer is probably 'NO'.
Like school?: sort of. I have a lot of spare time, that's one thing I like about being a student
Get motion sickness: a lot
Play an instrument: I used to play piano. I mess with my keyboards every now and then
-- Have you ever. . .?
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: err... sort of
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: *grins* my record is 24 hours of utter intoxication. In Amsterdam.
Gotten beaten up: No, I was the one who used to beat her classmates
Played a mean practical joke: is feigning to be a drug addict and scaring a girl out of her mind a mean practical joke? ^_^'
Gone to an adult or sex store? no
Gone to an adult movie? no
drawn something naughty: *a-hem*
read porn at work: I read slash in the university pc-lab, does it count?
written a letter to the editor: no
written a naughty story to an adult magazine: not to an adult magazine.
written a survey: no, I just fill them in.
Also, for those on my friends page, I'm sorry for not commenting or answering, but I've been busy [and lazy] lately and haven't checked the latest entries. I'll try to catch up.
And here are a couple of links to 2 pretty JigenxGoemon pics I found yesterday. ^_^
http://umiyukaba.hp.infoseek.co.jp/jigegoe2.htm
http://umiyukaba.hp.infoseek.co.jp/jigegoe3.htm
