Pfff

[gothikmaus]

Oh man, this is just so typical. So I had this huge crush on a pretty punkish boy in my second and third year of university, right? Well, on Thursdasy and Friday of last week Demi and some of our friends went out (I didn't go because on Thursday I was too tired and on Friday I had my American relatives over for dinner) and she saw him on both nights. Dancing in a very suggestive way... with another boy.

Now, the slasher in me says "Daaamn, I would've loved to see that, it must've been hot!" But another part just thinks "Why? Why? Can't I fall for someone who actually might like me for once?" *headdesk*

It just proves I was right when I said I didn't have any chance with him. *sigh*

And how come I was such a damn joker last night? I hadn't been so talkative in ages. I blame it all on the grapefruit juice.

Also, eryka_59 asked me to post a picture of how my tattoo looks now that it's healed, so here it is. :)

Comments

[unbelangbar.livejournal.com]

I so know what you mean. I was supposed to go out on a date tonight with a guy... who I really like. I have actually liked him since we were both in high school. Ironically we are neighbours. I asked him out to go to Hollywood and it was even going to be my treat. He said he would right as he got off from work. Me, being the idiot I am, I waited for his call. Never came. I tried calling him hours later and leaving a message. Still, no call back. Of course, I could go over and ask him, but that would seem desperate. I was thinking all this time it was me... nah, I know I am a good person and easy to get along with, but this guy has a reputation of being flakey and submissive. Oh well, trust me... keep your head high... keep being your wonderful self... there is someone out there for you. ^.^

Sexy tattoo by the way. I am aching to get more tattoos. *g*

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

What an asshole! He could've called to say he couldn't/didn't want to go out any more. He could've even made up some excuse if he was too coward to say "Hey, I've changed my mind, sorry," but leaving you waiting like that was just plain mean. Bah, boys. >:|

Anyway, I'm glad you like the tattoo! :D

[schwimmerin.livejournal.com]

Aww :( I'm sorry. That hasn't happened to me (yet) per se, but then again I've stopped crushing because I think it's useless :/

The tatoo is beautiful though :)

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

I don't have a crush on him anymore (well, I wouldn't turn him down if he came knocking on my door, but that's not going to happen :P), so I don't really care now, but I was so hopeless back then. It was kind of a "crush at first sight" and lasted 2 bloody years. =/ I knew I had no chance because he was so damn gorgeous and yet I couldn't help it. *sigh*

Now that I think about it, I haven't fallen so hard for someone ever since. I've had crushes every now and then, but they were nothing compared to him. =/

Anyway, thanks, I'm glad you like the tattoo. I would spend hours looking at it if it wasn't on my back. :P

excuse the typos

[laurrp.livejournal.com]

It's always the grapefruitjuice's fault. Always blame the... grapefruitjuice.
I always end up in love with guys I can't get, too. *sigh* At least you have an awesome tattoo (and really pretty hair). I have NOTHING! *drinks some grapefruit juice* ;)

Re: excuse the typos

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Well, you have the grapefruit juice, don't you? ;)

[slash-kitten.livejournal.com]

the hot and/or nice ones are always gay. don't worry, hun *hugs*

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I've noticed. *grumbles*