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[gothikmaus]

I feel awful. Awful. Both mentally and physically. I have a sore throat, a headache and my eyes burn. And I feel like shit. Perhaps I only cought a bit of cold last night, I went to see "Appunti Foresti", a monologue by Marco Paolini about Venice. But I know it's more than that. I know the reason why I'm feeling like this. And it's a very childish reason. It's envy. I'm so fucking ashamed for envying one of my best friends, but there's nothing I can do about it, I'll just have to wait and let things do their natural course. *sigh*

And in the meantime, to cheer me up a little, a Bela pic.

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[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Bela's tongue helps too. ;)

Yeah, I know everything will be OK, but today I really feel crappy. -_-

[schwimmerin.livejournal.com]

Awwwww *huggles* I hope you feel better soon.

Envy is hard, but it happens to the best of us. Don't worry about it, it's just natural. *gives you lots of fellow fangirl love*

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

But this girl is one of the sweetest people I've EVER met, and my best friend, I felt really awful for seeing her so happy and envying her. Luckily I feel a bit better now, I've been trying to think of something else and it seems to be working. *sigh*

Thanks for the fangirl love. :)

[zenkatze.livejournal.com]

I might be late but I will hug you nevertheless: *hug* Envy isn't a nice emotion, trust me, I know. The important thing is not to act on it. We are what we do not what we feel.

[gothikmaus.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :) I feel much better today, there's still a bit of lingering melancholy but that's normal, I guess. The important thing is that the envy is gone. Well, maybe not really gone, but at least it doesn't hurt anymore. And the Olympic Games are a great distraction. :P