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Random depressing thoughts
Jan. 29th, 2008 11:42 amOh God, it's only Tuesday. *collapses on desk*
The final paper for the master's is finally finished and printed, I'll hand it in on Friday, discuss it on the 14th (HAHA, Happy Valentine's to me) and then it'll be over. *sigh*
I'm still sending CVs around (I've sent 20-something in the last couple of weeks) but I'm getting more and more pessimistic. I know I have to wait, most of the announces I answered to were quite new and offices usually collect answers for about a month and then proceed to contact the potential candidates, so I just need to be patient, but only one place answered me so far, saying "Thank you for your CV, we'll let you know something after we're done collecting replies." Well, at least I know they got my email. I'd really like to get that job, but they probably won't choose me because I don't have a specific experience in that field. Why did I fucking accept this fucking job as a programmer back in 2004? I should've waited and chosen something I liked, or at least something I found interesting, but with my mother bugging the hell out of me about getting a job, it wasn't easy. And I really thought changing job wouldn't be so fucking difficult, but I was obviously wrong.
On the positive side, I got the ticket for the DÄ concert in Berlin on the 12th July. On the negative side, maybe my parents won't be home in that period and I'm supposed to be cat-sitting. Why does everything have to be so complicated?
Random discovery of the day: Los Helmstedt on MySpace.
And the making of Sumisu: http://it.youtube.com/watch?v=aEa-3bjJqOg
Farin in vampire make up = ♥♥♥♥♥
The final paper for the master's is finally finished and printed, I'll hand it in on Friday, discuss it on the 14th (HAHA, Happy Valentine's to me) and then it'll be over. *sigh*
I'm still sending CVs around (I've sent 20-something in the last couple of weeks) but I'm getting more and more pessimistic. I know I have to wait, most of the announces I answered to were quite new and offices usually collect answers for about a month and then proceed to contact the potential candidates, so I just need to be patient, but only one place answered me so far, saying "Thank you for your CV, we'll let you know something after we're done collecting replies." Well, at least I know they got my email. I'd really like to get that job, but they probably won't choose me because I don't have a specific experience in that field. Why did I fucking accept this fucking job as a programmer back in 2004? I should've waited and chosen something I liked, or at least something I found interesting, but with my mother bugging the hell out of me about getting a job, it wasn't easy. And I really thought changing job wouldn't be so fucking difficult, but I was obviously wrong.
On the positive side, I got the ticket for the DÄ concert in Berlin on the 12th July. On the negative side, maybe my parents won't be home in that period and I'm supposed to be cat-sitting. Why does everything have to be so complicated?
Random discovery of the day: Los Helmstedt on MySpace.
And the making of Sumisu: http://it.youtube.com/watch?v=aEa-3bjJqOg
Farin in vampire make up = ♥♥♥♥♥
