Well, it's still early to say things are not working here, it's always difficult to find a job in summer, I'll have to wait till September to see. This post was simply a way to vent, I should've known it would be like this and stayed in Berlin one or two months longer, but it's no use crying over spilt milk now. :P

And I want to be sure my parents are OK before I decide anything, they've both had health problems lately.