Oh no, that doesn't sound too great. :(
You're always welcome back here, of course, though I am sure there are ways to be happy in Italy as well. Haha, that's rich, coming from me, queen of running away.
I just don't wan't you to be unhappy, I guess..

And yeah - the system of unpaid internships is ridiculous. Sad but true that it's the same all over the world, though. :(